oct 27

OLder brother..official asshole. its midday and i'm jumping in the shower soon. right now...i'm exhausted. little brother is taking me over to nathan's soon to deal with @#$% then the rest of the day will be having fun. the other ex is pissed: i got a rude e-mail. i think he was drunk (the reason we broke up). oh well! reinforces my original decision to brake up. and on the good front...i got like 4 e-mails from you. brightened up my morning. and the california skyline is in oranges and pinks this morning. SECRET: last night i was listening to my ipod jumping around in my room and imagining being at the artist's playing show. Although i was in my chonies and a tank top i felt like i was really there.

**hahaha... so cute! well it's 4am here and you woke me but i don't need sleep as
i'm not working... yay! what to do though? going to the gym... what else do you
suggest?

sorry for waking you. i have some suggestions. anyway i'm at nathan's so strange. tell me something happy. i'll follow up